Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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10:56 am - long time.
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I haven't done this in forever, but since i have a chance now why the hell not. Let's see partied hard all through spring break and it's still going. I may never come down. I need a new picture hopefully i can find one. anyways i had this bizarre dream about marcia. and rainbows. I moved to this wierd town and i didn't know anyone for like a week then marcia moved there and we knew each other, but the thing was that everytime i needed to find her there was a rainbow glow on the ground near her. What the fuck? anyways i gotta get out of here. bye.
current mood:  groggy
current music: breakfast time at the front table in the hofman's residence.
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Sunday, July 20th, 2003
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3:21 pm - another day.
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another day.
another trip.
another drunkened scene.
another night alone.
no one has phoned yet.
who really cares.
another bowl.
another sack.
fuck it.
another case.
another bottle.
another police scene.
another weekend of sin.
current mood:  bored
current music: uh?
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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
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7:30 pm - fuck i can never come up with a subject.
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UNgrounded today!!! WOOP!
But basically this means that my dad will stop being such an ass. when i'm ungrounded i can go out do whatever i want. no questions asked i just have to be home by 10 on weekdays and 12 an weekends but when i'm grounded i can do what ever i want but my dad is an ass about it and makes me come home a 1/2 an hour early and he questions me alot. it's not fun. but yay now my sister is no longer busy and we can poke smot 3rd period on tuesdays and thursdays and lunch and on weekends.
current mood:  lonely
current music: tv.
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Monday, March 3rd, 2003
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11:03 pm - yea ok?
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Saturday, March 1st, 2003
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9:07 pm - fuck this!
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my life is miserable, sad, and lonely and my dd actually pulled my hair!! what a dumbass! 10 days to freedom!
current mood:  horny
current music: click.........click.
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Friday, February 28th, 2003
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3:08 pm - uuuuuhhhh.....
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i haven't been to school in so long and i went in and got my work and got it done, but I'm thinking what the hell i know there's more then this. so go to all my classes and they all say the same thing, "no, you have all ur work in." so i went to science (which i was sure i was failing)
me: I need all my later work
Her(looking in her grade book): you just have this one worksheet.
I got it done in 2 mins. and i am a stupid obcessive freak who needs to calm down.
MY DAD FINALLY PAID THE BILL!!! I HAVE A PHONE
current mood:  aggravated
current music: radio news in my dad's office and the sound of the key board
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Monday, February 3rd, 2003
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2:14 pm - uhh...
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ashley,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! sorry i couldn't tell u earlier, but my phone has been off for a month and a fucking half. but i love you deeply and good luck with all ur shit. anyways absolutely nothing has happened to me except alcohol and weed. I need some P-O-T and that's all i can say about my situation. fuck dude i got striaght A minuses. How the fuck did i pull that off? well i might have a B in that fucking physical education. who the hell needs it anyways..
current mood:  content
current music: every other sudent in this fucking class....assholes.
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Saturday, December 21st, 2002
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7:40 pm - Fuck this shit!
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god this fucking sucks ass man. i'm so bored. i wanna go out in the woods and party and get drunk and fall down and get bruses all over me and watch my friends be sluts and make fools of themselves because there so fucked up and then make fun of people that start crying when their drunk and yell at people tell they do cry. i wanna have one of my typical saturday nites but NOOO!!!! i have to sit at my mom's house and do nothing for 2 weeks. and like read and do puzzles and stupid shit like that. i can't even call a friend so they can sympathize with me because they all be out having fun. fuck this maybe i can just get high with myself while my mom's not around. i wish.
current mood: jealous
current music: heater.
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Monday, December 16th, 2002
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2:02 pm - hola!
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hi am in computer applications right now. part of my fucking freshmen wheel classes. all i can hear is this bitch calling roll and those fucking annoying babies that everyone who is in parent/child developement is in must get. shit dude i gotta get one soon. and i gotta fucking leave bye everyone.
current mood: annoyed
current music: some chick talking about how her mom wants a grand baby.fuck
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Sunday, December 15th, 2002
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1:35 am - soo fuckin me right now!! and hey i'm not the pig with the blue lipstick!
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1:25 am - fucked.
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god i'm so fucked up right now and tomorrow i'm gonna have to tell tim about everything that happened tonight. if ur clueless as to what i'm talking about right now then this is the way i wanted it to be. and i hoped that i would have passed out by now and i had too many beers and my dad's completely fucking clueless to the fact that i'm drunk right now i'm getting to good at this faking drunkness thing before long i will be ablr to fool my mom. i hope so. ok i will stop this babbling on and find something more entertaining online to do. i hope this bad taste goes away.
p.s. NIKKI U BETTER NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS OR I SWEAR TO GOD THIS TIME I WILL KICK UR ASS THIS TIME!!!
current mood:  drunk
current music: what i like about u!!! U HOLD ME TIGHT!!!....... HEY!!!
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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
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5:25 pm - hmm....u can be the maid and i will be the rich fuck u clean for.
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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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1:18 pm - huh?
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Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
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9:30 pm - all i need is love...aka sex.
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i feel so fucking horrible. my eyes burn and itch like no fucking other. i keep getting hives my lips swell and if i could stop puking i might get over this fucking sore throat. and the thing is it is all from fucking stress i don't have the flu or allergies i'm not having allergic reactions i'm just screwed up. will some one please get me some booze and sex so i can stop bitching. my dad and sister are having a big fucking fight too. i hate them both.
current mood: crushed
current music: o shit dad's yelling at me now.
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9:30 pm - all i need is love...aka sex.
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i feel so fucking horrible. my eyes burn and itch like no fucking other. i keep getting hives my lips swell and if i could stop puking i might get over this fucking sore throat. and the thing is it is all from fucking stress i don't have the flu or allergies i'm not having allergic reactions i'm just screwed up. will some one please get me some booze and sex so i can stop bitching. my dad and sister are having a big fucking fight too. i hate them both.
current mood: crushed
current music: o shit dad's yelling at me now.
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Monday, November 11th, 2002
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7:08 pm - none.
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living in a small town for a long period of time with no escape for months can make a person crazy.
i am slowly noticing that i'm losing it completely.
last nite i must have been biting my lips alot because when i woke up the were all cut up and bleeding. that's never happened before and i've noticed myself sleeping with my jaw clinched alot lately. it's odd.
current mood:  full
current music: computer noises.
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12:16 am - A SOLUTION!!!
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i fill myself up with water and chew on the paper to a muffin. or if i really crave something else then i fill myself up with water and chew up that food and spit it out before swallowing it!!! IT"S WORKING!!!
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12:04 am - help, please.
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I wanted to go 2 weeks with nothing but coffee and now i'm starving which would normally be fine if i went back on myself, but i bet tanner that i could do it for 2 weeks. I can't eat anything and i can't drink anything but coffee, water, or alcohol for 2 whole weeks it's been only 1 day and i would kill for mexican right now. I think i will go get a muffin and stare at it for a while. had people over today nothing exciting....
current mood:  hungry
current music: heater.
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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12:04 am - south park.
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I believe in the ladder to heaven if heaven is an 8 year old boy and the ladder is my penis.
went to joe's it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. we went to apple peddler and i had 4 cups of coffee in less than 5 minutes and when i got back to joe's i peed like 20 times...his ma probably thought i was drunk and we made up a rap about the situation. then we took his broken cd player outside and bashed it a million times with a baseball bat. and played pool a couple times and found a poem of his brother's about some chick....WHAT A LOSER!!!
current mood:  awake
current music: the heater.
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Friday, November 8th, 2002
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11:56 am - luckily they don't count quater grades.
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fuck dude i got my grades yesterday.
sign-B
English-B
PE-A
wheel-A
Business-B
child development-A
algebra-A
science-B
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